Being a nudist/day dreaming

Hello everyone

I just had this random blog pop in my head while chatting with buttterfly through yahoo messenger.(she is at work and I am on anouther boring COLD day off)



OK We where chatting about we need to win the lotto. I said yes we do and if I ever did I would buy the local nudist resort.Her reply was oh so we can live apart again? I replied no I would just buy her plenty of sun screen lol.



I for a moment tried to explain the freedom that comes from being a nudist. How it makes you feel so much more down to earth and free of the daily "MASKS"(got that from kittens blog) we all have to paint on to deal with others.



Now I got in to that lifestyle about nine years ago give or take one or two lol. I have not been to the resort in over two years I can think of due to the rising cost of membership.



So one day me and my ex was siting and talking about what it would cost to put up a privacy fence in the back yard.Well I jumped on that idea with both feet. I mean really I could set up a swimming pool have all the sun I could stand with a cooler and my stereo have over our other nudist friends for some cook outs.



Well off we went to the local lumber yard to get prices on post, two by fours, fence pickets, etc.

See the whole idea was to see if we could build this fence for what a one year membership would cost us.As well as being able to enjoy it year around weather permitting.



Well it just so happened that the lumber store had the fence pickets on sale(like half price don't remember) so this allowed me to get even more than we first thought.



So now we are off and building and dam did it turn out nice. It was everything i had wanted it to be. My own private min nudist resort in the making.(I have a half acre yard)



Well time went on and we did enjoy several good days of sun and relaxing times.



But some how we never got around to adding all the extra things we wanted to. Like the wet bar,pool,hot tub,etc.



You see we split up and she moved out and moved on.(I am truly happy for her and hope that life can someday work out for her)(that is another story someday)



Well time rocked on and I still lived here alone(well with my dog) so I was still able to enjoy my freedom of being a nudist.



Well then one day I started chatting with this lady and finally got to meet her. Wow she was everything a man could ask for in a woman.(butterfly)



Well we dated for some time me living here and her living with her two kids across town. well with things like it was I still had the opportunity to sun bath on my days off and enjoy being one with nature.

Well there finally came a point and time that we both got tired of only getting to see each other for an hour or so at a time or sometimes three hours at a time on my days off.

So her and the kids moved in with me. Now after about eight months now things have finally some what settled down and all is going good.Except for one thing IT IS WINTER TIME and way too dam cold to sun bath.

Well from the word go when butterfly told the kids I was a nudist they just looked at her like err Dur can you explain what that means?
So she did and of coarse it was the expected eww gross freak comments you would expect from kids lol.

Well butterfly has no problem with me being a nudist matter of fact before her and the kids moved in here she would come over about twice a week to clean my house and run around naked and free as she would say.

Now as far as her having the self confidence to go out and meet other nudist(never happen).
She has told me several time if I wanted to go to the resort go ahead and go she has no problem with that.

But as some of you may or may not know single males are not always welcomed as easily as single females are.

OK let me clear a few things up for those that don't know.

A single male is one who comes in alone to the resort. Yes he maybe married on the out side but if he comes to the resort alone he is considered a single and not everyone always welcomes single males.
Now some of this does apply to a females.But not nearly as much. Single females are almost always welcome cause they don't pose a threat.( this coming from others I have spoken to at different resorts)

Hence the one big reason I just sit some times and think of how nice it used to be laying out on the sand wind blowing listening to music playing or chatting with other nudist .

Who knows maybe one day I will just say to hell with whether I am classified as a single or not and go and enjoy the day and see some of my old friends and maybe make some new ones.

Oh well till then any nudist out there who read this if you get out to a resort one day for some sun and fresh air just look up and say hey JB this ones for you as you pour down a nice cold (your choice of drink here).
Okay time for me to put my feet to the payment and get something done today other than day dreaming of days gone past.
Master JB

I will call this blog "HMM!" where did this come from?

Hmm!
I got up this morning got me a cup of coffee(I am off today and tomorrow) sat down here to catch up on everyone.

To my surprise butterfly has posted a blog that she is a little upset with me. Hmm first I have heard of anything being wrong in a good while now.

Now when we started this blogging stuff I told her write what you want it is your thoughts etc. I have no problem letting people know we are real and that even in M/s relationships little things can and will arise.

But as I sit here I am starting to wonder what is really going on? You mean waking me up in the mornings is really that big of a problem?

I am starting to think I have a very spoiled slave. Yes she is spoiled and I have no one to blame but me. I give her dam near anything she wants with in reason.

But I think it is deeper than that and that is what has me wondering whats going on.And why this was not brought to Me sooner before it got to this point?

Now keep in mind as you read Me and butterfly work two major different kinda jobs. I work retail ten hours a day four days a week( with floating lunches)and (floating days off). She works in a office eight hours a day Monday-Friday(set lunch) with every Saturday and Sunday off.

I go in at eight in the morning and don't get off till seven at night.She goes in at seven gets off at four.

Now by the time she gets off work and get home the kids are home and she has a little time to unwind and relax before I get home.

Ok I walk in the door around seven thirty I see the kids for maybe one hour and they are off to bed. I see butterfly for maybe hour and a half two hours and she is off to bed.

Now when I get home I like to wind down like everyone else by which time it is around midnight.By which time the kids and butterfly have long gone to bed.

Is this the root of the problem?

Is it because she is a spoiled slave?

Is it the odd jobs we have?

Is it the odd hours we work?

The list going on and on but at this point I don't have the answers coming to mind that fit these questions.

She has recently posted a blog about being upset with me over having to wake me up in the mornings and a running joke about coffee in bed in the mornings.

Which is where this blog comes from. I know butterfly well enough to know there is more to this than just being upset that I am a heavy sleeper and don't here the alarm go off.

So once again I ask myself what is really going on here? I have an open door policy that if ever something is bothering you come talk to me lets see what we can do to fix it and keep going forward.

Now granted it maybe nothing but for her to post a blog on my day off saying she is upset with me over something that happened Monday?

I can see clearly something has got way off track here. the real question is what is the something?

But like I have said I am a real person here so even I can make mistakes. Even Masters/Daddy's make mistakes from time to time.

As I come to a close here this morning my thoughts are on have I made a mistake? Or is she just being a spoiled brat? These questions and many more need answers. Hmm!

Have a great day everyone I am off to play electrician lol. (this should be a real shocking good time)
Master JB

Dam I like lazy sundays

Hello to all


Well I don't know if a Master can ask for much more than a nice lazy Sunday morning. I slept in this morning to finally wake up before butterfly did(rare).


I laid there thinking dam I only have one day off this week do I want to roll over and go back to sleep? or play with butterfly while the kids are still sleeping?



Well I rolled over and told butterfly to rub my dick(now keep in mind folks she will do what ever I tell her to while she is asleep and not remember when she wakes up lol).



So she rolls over towards me and starts rubbing my dick and I start playing with her nipples(that's what will wake her up and wake up horny as hell to boot).



Now once she is good and awake she keeps rubbing and starts to beg for me to fuck her.Well with a massive hard on I could see no reason to let her beg too long lol.



So we got right down to some awesome morning sex.After a bit she was once again begging this time to cum so I said yes you can cum and cum all over my dick she did.



Well after she came all over my dick I had one of those thoughts of how nice it would be for her to wear my cum.



So I pulled out and shot cum all over her then took pictures as she lay there smiling.



Well as any smokers know the very best smoke of the day is after sex smoke lol so I lay there letting her clean me up and smoking.



Well she got up to go make coffee and get the day started. I rolled over and got the best dam sleep I have had all week long.(thank you butterfly)



Got up two hours later to have coffee. Oh it was so nice to sit and enjoy my coffee and think about her walking around with my cum marking her.



Well now we are just waiting on the girl child to get home from work then its off to eat Mexican food butterfly has been craving Mexican food for about two weeks now lol.



What she does not know is when we stop at the store for beer and snacks for later tonight. I plan to buy her some new sexy bras and panties then have her model them for me tonight and fuck the living hell out of her again.



As some of you may or may not know she got bad sick then I got bad sick then she got bad sick again. So our sex drive was like minus 10. Well guess what? I am back to norm and so is she so it is time to play catch up on our sex.

Notice I said just sex cause it sure seems hard to catch both the kids out of the house where I can give her a good spanking/beating.(and she and I are both so wanting a session)

It is dam near to the point I am thinking of doing a makeover on the garage so I can occasionally take her out there and tie her up and work her ass over good. We'll see how things go in the near future with that idea???

Well I did not get this blog finished by the time we left today. But as I said we did go out to eat and it was so good. Stoped and got some new things and now it is time to enjoy butterfly again.

Master JB

For all who judge so easily

Hello to all
As some of you may or may not know myself and my slave butterfly moved over to blogger from word press.
I did not blog much over there for one reason or another??? but here I would like to start over kinda on a clean slate if you will. But don't worry cause I am fixing to make one hell of a mess starting now lol.

Ok here we go. Folks I don't know where you people get off on trashing folks and the choices they have made or haven't made. I mean really some one tell me how it is that we all share a lifestyle but yet we stand around and fucking judge one another?

Before me and butterfly got together I used to go to a nudist resort(and will again someday)a few of the best things about a resort like this is no one cares what kinda house you live in,what kinda car you drive,how much money you have in the bank, etc. why because it is a lifestyle that we all share together.It is the fellowship of being able to be around other nudist and not be judged.

I get so tired of reading blog comments about what this one is doing is so wrong or not really a lifestyle choice.Once again I ask where do people get off on judging other people for how the choose to live their lives?

When people sit around and wait for a person to fuck up so they can throw the book at them something is bad wrong with this picture.And from what I have seen in the past boy let me tell you there are a few of you out there that are just going nuts about this blog.

Hence the title to this blog *FOR ALL THOSE WHO JUDGE SO EASILY* lets face it we all have judged someone for things they have done or did not do to our liking.( HELL I KNOW I AM GUILTY)

I will be the first to admit it. When me and butterfly stepped into our Master/slave relationship and we and this burning desire to learn everything we could about all of it I would read blog after blog after blog and sit back and say dam that master is out of his fucking mind making his slave sleep on the floor.( I get cold at night and I sure like rubbing up on that nice ass of butterfly's and staying warm) sorry day dreaming.Or making limits on things they can have,or making them ask to go to the restroom.(and to this day I still belive there is a point of over doing things but I don't pass judgement on those who do.)

Folks my point is I think it is some kinda stupid to sit down read a blog and because it bothers you so bad you write back negative things to this person.WHY?
If someone is doing things that bother me I don't just keep coming back and throwing negative comments at them. I simply just don't come back.

It would seem to me as adults we should all be able to realize what I like and what you like may not always be the same.Does this give me the right to judge you? or you to judge me? NO

I am going to do with my slave what I dam well please and your going to do to yours what you dam well please. So why judge people for what they do or don't do?

It is the same way with slaves being all pissy cause there Masters/Daddy's don't let them do what so and so lets his do.Tuff shit get over it period. If a slave is getting more than you get then be happy for her/him your day will come to shine and brag.

Ok folks I will close this blog with some food for thought. We are all here for the same reasons because we all want to share in this wonderful lifestyle we have found.
So why not share our experiances with others and not judge them if it does not fit in our way of thinking and doing?

So before you sit down and read a blog and decide that someone is not a true lifestlyler or not really a slave or a Master/Daddy ask yourself one thing. would I want to be judged on every little thing I choose to do?

To Frank and Brandy I wish you two all the very best in the choices you have made and I will keep reading.And if ever I read something I just cant understand I dam sure will ask you to go into detail so I might get a better understanding about it. But I dam sure wont sit and judge or throw negativity your way.
Master JB